Under the Influence

I am a dumbassss..

Nevar again will I ever do that shit again. That night was just about intoxicated crap - felt like a drug-bum.. I never want to feel wasted again. That is just not me.. it broke my rules.

But fuck, did it ever sober me up. As dangerous and stupid as it was, it kept me awake and aware - my touch, scent, taste were enhanced.. but I was not fuckin empowered. I avoided an accident, at least.. that was amazing.

NEVER EVER AGAIN - I SO SWEAR.

Those guys were just too extreme - shit could get me killed, I don't want to worry about being in a situation like that. I don't do drugs, I don't care for it.. and snortin crack is just plain.. indescribably asanine.... I can't believe it was me.

So that be it guys, I'm done. It's your life, not mine. I had the expierience.. and now I'm finished.. I'm going clean - no more expiriments - at least I was self-aware enough to turn down the other drugs.